No, I... [Urrrgh, looks like he really does have to explain. Sigh. He reaches into his coat and tugs out his drill, holding it in his palm.] When I was bigger, during the last experiment, I wrote myself a letter. It said that I have a special power... and that Kamina's right, the drill is my soul. If I can learn to use that power, maybe I could really learn to fight, and help people. Usually the drill only glows when I use Lagann, though... and he's not here.